A compromise (repost)

Everyone of us have been borne the way that we are now. Some are happy with what they are or how they are or what they have. Some even go to an extent of hurting oneself for being that way ignoring the greatest (rarest) gift that we have indeed ever gotten- the life!
By virtue of karma or love, people from the different section of lives bump into each other and the bond develops. Neither does one know nor the conscience of the future and it's delicacy. The time plays the role and mints the 'ship'-the greatest sailing ship of the world.
But not many (me included) contemplate to compromise the 'thing' for the wider good. At times, the barrier gets built up and road to the 'right' information gets blocked! It ends with unwanted results, the result which paralyzes 'the functions of bond'. Quite often the silly complications lead to an unsolvable equation. Then the whole chemistry gets messed up!
No matter how hard one tries to settle the unfounded complications, one sided initiatives eventually fail. It is rightly said that knowing the limit is the act of a wise man, and I couldn't agree more. One shamelessly do try put the best part out of the bad situation only to miserably fall into the trap of an unwilling robot.
The fact is, though, as one keeps doing within the frame of legalities with true heart, the truth always prevails over other and no ill will can disharmonize nature of living.
One's state of mind is what I feel is important and if its for better, both parties should be willing to make some compromise!

An Awaited News (repost)

The day was so beautiful and I was very happy . I can't remember the particular place (don't find it crazy though, I've answer at the end), but the sceneries were so breathtaking. Ever since I left my country, which is more than a year now, I was mostly predominated by the memories of parents and friends. I felt lonely and often regreted for coming here. I was worried that there might be more sad stories than happy memories though being in the most deveolped country. I kept communicating in dreams over the nights and I tried comforting myself.
My heart was filled with tremendous happiness as I came to my country and got to meet my parents. My dad and mom seems to look over-joyed to have me back at home after a long time while my sister introduces me her little duaghter(my niece). Woah, I like kids very much, I was really happy to have her in my arms. She is such a cute lill baby!!
That alone wasn't responisble(ed) for making day great. I was actually with my dearest one. I presented her to my parents and everyone seemed to be welcoming. In fact she has built her closeness within no time with them and particularly with my sister. As I kept observing them from the distance, my heart flooded with love. One thing I loved about her was, she was so comfortable with my poor parents and sister(ofcos with kids too). I was worried that the individual interest and life style might confict creating an huge communication gap. But from her dealings on the very beginning of our time just proved that wrong. While her unconditional helps never failed to draw their loves and attachments, her simplicty yielded an unending praise.
I could see the smiles in their faces as I worked un-detachably with her. My days were alys enlightened by her consistent but infectious simles and was with constant fear of losing it. Without even giving a second thought, I would say that the very day was the best day in my entire life until i was waken by that damn alarm clock bringing my special day into a complete end.
After all, that was the most awaited news-only god knows why!!!

Happy Day (Re post)

Florida is better known as "Sunshine state"; meaning always sun shine and hot weather. These days; however, are blessed with pleasant and warm weather while northern states are battling with the freezing weather. It provides the most wonderful condition for those who are willing to take a walk and hang out over a cup of coffee. Yesterday, thursday 8th Jan. 2009, I woke up around 8:30 AM and got ready for the day. I have had the goals set up for the day and as I started my journey to my college biking, I recited Tashi Tsekpa(prayer) silently. 30 minutes paddling across a busy street wasn't a joke, yet I made it. I was in fact following my friend and it was a joyful ride though my buttock started paining.
I made it to the college and proceeded to handover my housing contract. That was the one I was more concerned about or gave me the biggest burden. Thank god, my repeated requests yielded a successful handover. Take a note-I am now finally out from this fucking dorm!
I went to inspect my room that I will no longer be living. Room reminded me of my coolest korean roommate who left his studies for Mandatory Military Training. Our room was actually already occupied by a new freshmen student from Bangladesh. Basically, though he was accompanied by his dad, he was with full of worries and questions purely becuase of being new to the environment; the same mental stress that I went through at the beginning.
I briefed him about the school conditions, where, how, when, what-- all to do in college. I could see and feel their gratitude from their eased eyes and expressions. I made it clear that everything was fine with them before I left for my apartment. Following that I gave my contact number if in case they needed some help.
Back at home, I was with great satisfaction from my day's small deed. I once sought similar type of help and the only fear I had was how I can pay back for their helps. Now as I am taking their places, I felt that only way to pay back for their helps is to help others who are in need! One thing made me great-I am host in the place which was a complete stranger.
Sigh!

Reflection: A Sense of Motivation

The summer semester is in full swing, and assignments are coming in nonstop. I already had a civilization quiz last week, and the modern physics mid-term exam 1 just day before yesterday. Another quiz is being announced for coming Tuesday, and I am still trying to catch up with the readings. Theres just too many readings, which I am not very keen of doing it. in fact, I hate it!
But if I succumb to my hatred, there is a slim chance of getting even C, forget about getting an A or B. I certainly don't want this to happen as I am so conscious about my grades. I mean I have to be because I am obligated to summit the report end of every semester to the IIE (Institute of International Education) head office, my funding agency. It is clearly spelled out in the TOA (Terms of Appointment) that the grantees are expected to demonstrate a satisfactory academic performance, and that the continuation of grants would depend on the grades. Sounds pretty scary, and what if they finds me unsatisfactory and accordingly diverts the fund to someone else? That would be undesirable. I should make an impression on them that the money they spend on me actually is worth, and that I am deserving of every penny. Above all, I am so appreciative of the fact that the IIE has given me this platform which is highly prestigious a scholarship. I truly feel honored!
Back in Bhutan, I was a student of a very remote school equipped with just basic facilities. Obviously, I didn't have much exposure and knowledge about the modern world. So when I got selected for Fulbright Scholarship, I had a mixed feelings: I was very happy that I got a scholarship, but I was equally worried and nervous about being in the foreign countries. Because, I am talking about someone who lived in the least developed country and never stepped out of the region traveling to the most developed country-the US! It was a complete change that I had to embrace it: the life style, foods, culture, so and so forth.
But now after having been here for all most three years, I feel the growth, both physical as well as intellectual, that have taken place in me. So all the credit goes to the Fulbright Scholarship Board for giving me this opportunity to pursue my dreams, and serve in the nation building. They have entrusted Bhutan to be one of the countries worthy of giving the highly renowned scholarship, and subsequently bestowed me with all those opportunities which everybody aspires for, but does not get it. These are my motivations, and every time I get bogged down with the work load, I try to think of this, and accordingly put my great effort in fulfilling my dreams: to be a teacher and help build the future leaders!
Thank You Fulbright Board!!!